i don't know what i want. that's the problem i've decided. and i'm willing to hurt anyone on my way to finding what it is that i want. i tell myself i don't believe in love, but then i look at happy couples and definitely wish i was them. i also tell myself that i want to be an actress, but i really don't think i have any where near enough talent to get far at all. i'm going to fail all my AS's, that's a given. uhhhh i just wish i didn't have to make things so complicated for myself.
i am in such a weird mood tonight, i'm going to put this song on repeat and lay on my floor. film studies can wait.