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Monday, 26 October 2009
to hold such irrelevance is such a big part of my life it's harrowing. i carry a lot of different names, the scapegoat, the beaver, the arrogant, the skank, but the irrelevant - i just don't like that word.
i have sat here trying to think of something decent to write and i've come up with nothing. i looked at all my past scrambles and they're empty now. i fear that i have lost my talents because i can't put any meaning to any of it anymore. i've climbed my Everest's and what do i have to show for it? a smile? what do i have to seek attention from now? why is it that now i'm happy i feel boring? i feel lost now, i don't like this. i'm going to go tidy my room.
Sunday, 25 October 2009
Tuesday, 20 October 2009
Sunday, 18 October 2009
i don't know whether it's because i've eaten way too much food or merely had a serious lack of cups of tea today, but for some insane reason i've decided to put some life back into this. my life's changing for the better and i couldn't be more happy as to where i am right now. this is probably all i'm going to write, but if you're reading this would you so kindly cross your fingers so maybe next time i venture on to this blog, my mind explodes in creativity. thank you and goodnight.