Sunday, 10 October 2010


cause i just found this written down somewhere in one of my books and well, i want her to see it.

"why are you such a good person? fuck you just there and listened every time i was being a self indulgent cunt and you were so happy to let me go on and on. the thing is i knew you understood what ever i said, cause i swear you knew me way better than i ever could. we both know i pushed you away every chance i could but you stayed and you never left. you were, sorry i mean are, the only person that has stuck around. you accept me (the jumble of faults that i am) and still love me anyway. i can't believe i have taken you for granted for so long? fuck, why did you let me take you for granted so much?"

anyway, i know you read this blog and i just want you to know that i miss you and love you and i will thank you one day. when i have enough balls to.